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Fire flames

by Anna McClellan

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1.
Intro 00:55
2.
Fire flames 04:00
Fire blood and fire veins, and a fire house and fire flames It cannot be contained in all this mess we made I did not make it up, I just wrote it down that's enough I'm just apart of the fire, I don't want to fly higher I can't breathe I cannot think of anything I'd rather be I just want to be apart of that flame you see, it's in me Fire blood and fire veins and a fire house and fire flames It cannot be contained in all this silly mess we made Cause in an attempt to fight the flames I watered my brain and froze And in an attempt to block the light I made me blind and died There's nothing about it that's frightening I realized There's nothing about it that's frightening I realized Fire blood and fire veins and a fire house and fire flames It cannot be contained in all this silly mess we made
3.
On your On 03:07
On in the day you were on someone else's lawn longing song Fortress and porch on your wrong, level-headed not, I'm not gone Next to the point you had made, made another um, bon bon drum Oh not yet we had feel Oh not yet we had failed But I'm not here now I'm a meadow'slark I'm not here now It's just way too dark on your on And when you look away I hear your footsteps Everything you do and say And when you start to chatter my brain moves slowly Everything starts to rattle me Everything starts to pick up speed And so I fight it And that's why You're better off On your on
4.
Oh Well, Now 03:49
Now that all this energy Circles around my body I can't see It just stands right next to me Licking at the front seat of my car, now Oh well, oh well, now Oh well, oh well, now Cyclically my shoulders cling to me Forcedly I feel the energy in me I can't possibly be made of only energy Anxiety Me And if you want to stay, that'd be all right But if you got to go, I wouldn't mind I could do this all night and I'd be fine But I don't know what you like now Oh well, oh well, now Oh well, oh well, now Oh well, oh well, now And if you want to stay, that'd be all right But if you got to go, I wouldn't mind I could do this all night and I'd be fine But I don't know what you like now
5.
Pull the Pin 03:54
My god, I am so hungry, waiting for my food Staring out the window, straight directly at the moon What will quench my thirst and bring me to the light? Could I really understand all the reasons why? My god son you're so funny for thinking you could be The one who finally figures out the point of all this living We're an ocean of mystery and regret Nothing can save you from the demons in your bed She's right at night I lay awake and wonder why Everything seems to pass me by So I'm just a mortal living on this earth Hoping for a chance to pass on along my worth To a younger generation quickly getting old Clinging on to hopes I have, getting on through the cold This semblance of a life is really not that grim To live out of context is the only way to fit in And to know what you want and who you've got You'll have to stare them in the face and show them what you're not If your heart just wants to explode carefully pull the pin out Do you know what you want? Do you I know what I want? Well I'd like to and I'd like it to be you And if it could be then it should be Everyday I hold on, hold on Everyday I hold on, hold on Everyday I hold on, hold on Everyday I hold on to you Everyday I hold on Everyday I hold on Everyday I hold on Everyday I hold on to you
6.
Loom 03:18
Crestfallen shadow lodged inside my throat It doesn't matter much until I hit that note And that one day I remember Being longer than November And so bare While you were lost at sea all day All day All day, all day Bare trees of sky line looking as they did When I was younger, they tower over my head Rise out of the ground So tall and profound They can see everywhere Bald of leaves, no hair And I all that I have I gave to you and feel better
7.
Interlude 01:02
8.
I was In 03:21
Saturday I was in No one ever made it through the years I grew up in the west Casting doubt on all the openness in the spread Always looking down into the ground where there's death Everything falls down and lays to rest in the end Last year day it was good Making all a fuss about understood Then I turned into wood Rigid as a stool met my fate as a fool Nothing stays the same but that's okay, we forget I was like a rock that never changed, an idiot You don't wanna know what it's like to be so upsetly disturbed as me No you don't wanna know what it's like to be so upsetly disturbed as me But that's all right Nothing stays the same but that's all right Nothing stays the same but that's all right No I don't wanna know what it's like No I don't wanna know what it's like Nothing stays the same but that's okay, we forget
9.
That you love me, it's the only thing I need I'm on my knees begging for the life you heed And I know that you may never believe me I know that I may be contantly a lie But I can still try You were made to be the only one I've ever seen You look so damn good in a pair of jeans And I like that Yeah I like you Your head held high waving like a flag And your feet on the ground and your resting hands There's no where else to go Nothing else to be done I'll stare in your eyes as this realization That I'm happy To be silent In your arms babe Let's be quiet Calculating life Be gone and out of my sight That's right, you don't know you won't ever know You can't know you can't ever know what you are
10.
Possessions 03:27
Is the light turned on? Is the lightbulb glowing? Are you a human being? Or are you just pretending? I'd be better off in a house where I don't live I'd save all my possessions for someone who couldn't give Me what I want and need I'd sell all of my things if it meant I'd believe That there's one special thing That makes us all real And that's how we must feel All of the time Please open me Please where's the key Please open me Take me to the beach So I can finally live out all of my fantasies Life is much too heavy To live in reality I know what you need It's in your genes Check inside your pocket Open up your wallet It's not all too heavy being just what it is Life is meant for people living just to live
11.
Here 04:10
I see you drive You use your headlights To see the night And all that's outside of the car it's a big place it goes really far And then I go down where I go I go so far down oh so low Oh my, oh my friend there's a road there It leads me straight to here Oh my, oh my friend there's a tunnel That brings out all my fears yes I have fears and I see and hear But I don't know why This world craves light I see you ride You sit so nice In the backseat Of the car you once drove but now I'm the one who's driving I'll take us down there so low But it goes much further than we can go Oh my, oh my friend I'll dig a hole there But it will not go anywhere Oh my, oh my friend there's a road there It leads me straight to here Here, here, here here here Here, here, here, here here here Here, here, here, here, here, here, here here here Here, here, here, here, here ,here ,here here here Here, here, here, here, here, here, here here here Here, here, here, here, here, here, here here here Here, here, here, here, here, here, here here here Here, here, here, here, here, here, here here here
12.
Waking up at midnight to a giant storm I just want to get some rest but it won't stop pourin All this lightening calling me to act It won't stop til something snaps I hear the wood crack Get me to the porch where I can watch the storm I can make the leaves out as they're getting torn I step off the covered ledge I stand Into darkness save that flashing strand And the thunder's loud And it's all mixed up And I cannot tell what I'm thinking of But I could if I ever asked Please now, whisper in my ear Please now, get inside my head In the dream-state of you In the only thing you do that could be you That I'd see you Now I don't know where I am Now I can't stand on the stand I just want more from myself To be what it is That makes a person live a life And do more than, more than that

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released October 15, 2015

Drums / electric bass / guitar / organ / vibes / other : Ben Brodin
String arrangments / performance : Megan Siebe
Upright bass on "Pull the Pin" and "Here" : James Maakestad
Saw on "I was In" and "On your On" : Greg Elsasser
Pedal steel on "Fire Flames", Mandolin on "Fire Flames", "On your On" and "Here" : Mike Mogis
Back up vocals on "Fire Flames" : Conor Oberst

Recorded at ARC studios and Ben's apt and Dan's house in Omaha, NE
Late '14 to early '15

All songs written and performed by Anna McClellan

Produced and engineered by Ben Brodin

Mixed by Ben Brodin and Anna McClellan

Mastered by Carl Saff

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